Burn out,
don't fade.
Name. Adair Fisher Goldheart Nicknames/aliases. Goldie Age. 25 Gender and pronouns. non-binary, he/they Sexual orientation. pansexual, panromantic Race/ethnicity. Hyur Midlander Nationality. Limsan Occupation. pirate, fisherman, contract worker, hopelessly lost
Languages. Common, BraillePersonality. Almost always immediately insufferable, it is rare Adair leaves a good first impression unless one is also on his particular kind of chaotic wavelength. Callous, crass and off the proverbial wall, his words can range from impassioned ramblings to inflammatory rants. Quick to bite back if agitated and swift to resort to violence if a nerve is struck, part of his turbulent temper stems from an inability to regulate his rage and the other half of his proclivity for conflict comes from actively seeking it out - a glutton for punishment. His highs are high and his lows are low, making him a wildly unpredictable and unstable person to be around.Although it certainly may not seem like it on the surface, at times there is a method to his madness. His emotional sensitivity can make him incredibly empathetic to the select few he chooses not to dissociate from. Loyal to a fault, his grey, borderline black morality means he is willing to do whatever it takes to protect his interests and his own.
Description. The echoing sound of steel-capped boots signals Adair's arrival, followed by the clink of the metal chains and buckles that decorate his body. His punk and practical clothes are often tight-fitting and revealing, displaying his all-encompassing nautical tattoos that tell the tale of a lifetime lived at sea.Eyes as blue as the ocean he sails, despite their vibrance in colour, they appear perpetually tired - dark circles discolouring the skin underneath them. His sun-kissed olive toned skin is frequently burnt - spotted with freckles all over the features of his face and across every limb of his body; and shining brilliantly under the same punishing sun, his golden locks are straight and silky, falling to rest just above his middle back.Mostly concealed by those blond strands or the fabric of his tops, heavy textured scarring marks his skin, starting from the back of his shoulders and cutting all the way down to his waist.
If pain is beauty, i'm a pretty bitch
Humble beginnings
Born and raised in Limsa Lominsa, Adair Fisher is from, as the surname implies, a family of fishermen. Although he worked tirelessly with his father on their family ship, flogging their hauls at the local market, fishing is unfortunately hard work for often meagre pay. Yet, even when there was a bad season, there was still a whole family to feed. Early on in his life, Adair learned how to pickpocket and pilfer necessary goods. Hanging around the kind of crowd that came with that lifestyle, however, had him racking up increasingly severe charges.
Out damned spot
Eventually winding up working under terrible conditions on a pirate vessel, there are few crimes he did not manage to bloody his hands with. Although most of his charges have mysteriously been cleared, there are still lingering vestiges of his past in his previous connections to the people he worked with, in the memories of the people he hurt, and in the people he lost. Burdened by an unshakable sense of shame for the worst of what he has done, it is a past he tries to but struggles to forget.
Live spitefully, but live
Adair used to live desperately with his main priority in life being making it to the next day. Only recently has he been able to establish a sense of security in the relationships he has formed. Survival is no longer the overwhelming burden it used to be - that used to motivate his every action, leaving a void behind for a festering sense of vengeance to fill. With a perpetual chip on his shoulder, almost everything he does is motivated by spite or by distracting himself from the feeling by indulging in fleeting satisfactions.
Jade / 25 / AEST
001. Please feel free to walk up if I have my RP tag on or send me a tell at any time if you are interested in RP, I am down to engage in both spontaneous and planned scenes.003. Adair's story deals with mature themes such as violence, abuse, trauma, drug use and addiction. Out of character enjoyment and comfort for everyone is my main priority so please do not be afraid to message me if you feel uncomfortable about any of the above and we can work something out.
002. My characters hold beliefs that I do not so please keep this in mind when interacting with me.004. The RP I enjoy the most includes heavy storytelling and dark themes with a dash of optimism despite it all. Although I love almost all forms of RP including casual, romance, comedy and slice of life RP both short and long term. I also really enjoy combat RP, my preference leaning towards IG dice rolls.